Snowdevil

should i save up and fix my camera? y/n

IT JUST KEEPS GRINDING! I can yell.. Well... I did yell. Or I could rant... i could paraphrase and metaphorizate everything... maybe make up some new words just because I can't think of the write way to word things? It just keeps going around... and now I sees it in everyone else too. I guess it just bugs me more than others. Gotta make MAJOR changes if you want the cycle to brake loose. It's not easy. Heck, which religion was it that you need to ascend to break free from reincarnation? (This is a trick to get people to reply with an easy answer!) Loopy loopy loop fruity. Doesn't matter. Life is like grinding a crank and never really stoppin

It's a human thing. Doesn't exist anywhere but inside of us. Some can easily overcome it... Most, I'm guessing, have more difficulties. It seems that only in the changing from light to dark, or dark to light, that I can ever really feel at peace with myself. This life... has always felt like fighting death. Always felt like I can never get enough air. I feel like I'm losing myself slowly while everything around me is abundant with life. It's not like I can't fight it... because I do.. or at least I have. But when I ignore this dark thing in me... I become frantic with no real direction or purpose. But when I embrace this thing... I feel mysel